I 3
arrived here 0
yesterday , and my 3
first task is to assure of my 3
welfare and increasing confidence in the success of my 3
undertaking .
I 3
am already , and as I 3
walk in the streets of
Petersburgh 0
6 , I 3
feel a cold northern breeze play upon my 3
cheeks , which braces my 3
nerves and fills me 3
with delight .
Do you 1
understand this feeling ?
This breeze , which has travelled from the regions towards which
I 3
am advancing
7 , gives me 3
a foretaste of those icy climes 7
.
Inspirited by this wind of promise , my 3
daydreams become more fervent and vivid .
I 3
try in vain to be persuaded that the pole 8
is the seat of frost and desolation 77
; it ever presents itself to my 3
imagination as the region of beauty and delight 8
.
There 8
, Margaret 1
, the sun is forever visible , its broad disk just skirting the horizon and diffusing a perpetual splendour .
There 8
-- for with your 1
leave , , I 3
will put some trust in preceding navigators 9
-- there 8
snow and frost are banished ; and , sailing over a calm sea 10
, we 11
may be wafted to a land surpassing in wonders and in beauty
every region hitherto discovered on
the habitable globe 13
12 7 .
Its 7
productions and features may be without example , as the phenomena of the heavenly bodies undoubtedly are in those undiscovered solitudes 7
.
What may not be expected in a country of eternal light 7
?
I 3
may there 7
discover the wondrous power which attracts the needle and may regulate a thousand celestial observations that require only this voyage to render their seeming eccentricities consistent forever .
I 3
shall satiate my 3
ardent curiosity with the sight of a part of
the world 14
never before visited
7 , and may tread a land never before imprinted by the foot of
man 15
7 .
These are my 3
enticements , and they are sufficient to conquer all fear of danger or death and to induce me 3
to commence this laborious voyage with the joy a child 16
feels when he 16
embarks in a little boat 17
, with , on an expedition of discovery up .
But supposing all these conjectures to be false , you 1
can not contest the inestimable benefit which I 3
shall confer on all mankind 15
, to the last generation 20
, by discovering a passage near
the pole 8
to
those countries 7
21 , to reach which at present so many months are requisite ; or by ascertaining the secret of the magnet , which , if at all possible , can only be effected by an undertaking such as mine .
These reflections have dispelled the agitation with which I 3
began my 3
letter , and I 3
feel my 3
heart glow with an enthusiasm which elevates me 3
to heaven , for nothing contributes so much to tranquillize the mind as a steady purpose -- a point on which the soul may fix its intellectual eye .
This expedition has been the favourite dream of my 3
early years .
I 3
have read with ardour the accounts of the various voyages which have been made in the prospect of arriving at the North Pacific Ocean 22
through the seas which surround
the pole 8
23 .
You 1
may remember that a history of all the voyages made for purposes of discovery composed the whole of our 26
good Uncle Thomas
24 ' library
25 .
My 3
education was neglected , yet I 3
was passionately fond of reading .
These volumes were my 3
study day and night , and my 3
familiarity with them increased that regret which I 3
had felt , as a child 3
, on learning that 's dying injunction had forbidden to allow me 3
to embark in a seafaring life .
These visions faded when I 3
perused , for the first time , those poets whose effusions entranced
my 3
soul
28 and lifted it to heaven .
I 3
also became a poet 79
and for one year lived in a paradise of my 3
own creation ; I 3
imagined that I 3
also might obtain a niche in the temple where the names of Homer 29
and Shakespeare 30
are consecrated .
You 1
are well acquainted with my 3
failure and how heavily I 3
bore the disappointment .
But just at that time I 3
inherited the fortune of , and my 3
thoughts were turned into the channel of their earlier bent .
Six years have passed since I 3
resolved on my 3
present undertaking .
I 3
can , even now , remember the hour from which I 3
dedicated myself 3
to this great enterprise .
I 3
commenced by inuring to hardship .
I 3
accompanied the whale-fishers 32
on several expeditions to the North Sea 22
; I 3
voluntarily endured cold , famine , thirst , and want of sleep ; I 3
often worked harder than the common sailors 33
during the day and devoted my 3
nights to the study of mathematics , the theory of medicine , and those branches of physical science from which a naval adventurer 34
might derive the greatest practical advantage .
Twice I 3
actually hired myself 3
as an under-mate in
a Greenland whaler 35
80 , and acquitted myself 3
to admiration .
I 3
must own I 3
felt a little proud when offered me 3
the second dignity in the vessel 35
and entreated me 3
to remain with the greatest earnestness , so valuable did he 36
consider my 3
services .
And now , dear Margaret 1
, do I 3
not deserve to accomplish some great purpose ?
My 3
life might have been passed in ease and luxury , but I 3
preferred glory to every enticement that wealth placed in my 3
path .
Oh , that some encouraging voice would answer in the affirmative !
My 3
courage and my 3
resolution is firm ; but my 3
hopes fluctuate , and my 3
spirits are often depressed .
I 3
am about to proceed on a long and difficult voyage , the emergencies of which will demand all my 3
fortitude : I 3
am required not only to raise the spirits of others , but sometimes to sustain my 3
own , when theirs are failing .
This is the most favourable period for travelling in Russia 37
.
They 38
fly quickly over the snow in their 38
sledges ; the motion is pleasant , and , in my 3
opinion , far more agreeable than that of an English stagecoach 39
.
The cold is not excessive , if you 40
are wrapped in furs -- a dress which I 3
have already adopted , for there is a great difference between walking the deck and remaining seated motionless for hours , when no exercise prevents the blood from actually freezing in your 41
veins .
I 3
have no ambition to lose my 3
life on the post-road between
St. Petersburgh 0
and
Archangel 43
42 .
I 3
shall depart for the latter town 43
in a fortnight or three weeks ; and my 3
intention is to hire a ship 44
there 43
, which can easily be done by paying the insurance for the owner 45
, and to engage as many sailors 46
as I 3
think necessary among those who are accustomed to the whale-fishing 47
.
I 3
do not intend to sail until the month of June ; and when shall I 3
return ?
Ah , dear sister 1
, how can I 3
answer this question ?
If I 3
succeed , many , many months , perhaps years , will pass before you 1
and I 3
may meet .
If I 3
fail , you 1
will see me 3
again soon , or never .
Farewell , , excellent Margaret 1
.
Heaven shower down blessings on you 1
, and save me 3
, that I 3
may again and again testify my 3
gratitude for all your 1
love and kindness .
Your 1
affectionate brother
3 , R. Walton 3
Letter 2 Archangel 43
, 28th March , 17 -- To Mrs. Saville 1
, England 2
How slowly the time passes here 43
, encompassed as I 3
am by frost and snow !
Yet a second step is taken towards my 3
enterprise .
I 3
have hired a vessel 48
and am occupied in collecting ; those whom I 3
have already engaged appear to be men on whom
I 3
can depend
50 and are certainly possessed of dauntless courage .
But I 3
have one want which I 3
have never yet been able to satisfy , and the absence of the object of which I 3
now feel as a most severe evil , I 3
have no friend 78
, Margaret 1
: when I 3
am glowing with the enthusiasm of success , there will be none to participate my 3
joy ; if I 3
am assailed by disappointment , no one 51
will endeavour to sustain me 3
in dejection .
I 3
shall commit my 3
thoughts to paper , it is true ; but that is a poor medium for the communication of feeling .
I 3
desire the company of a man who could sympathize with
me 3
52 , whose eyes would reply to mine .
You 1
may deem me 3
romantic , , but I 3
bitterly feel the want of a friend 53
.
I 3
have no one 54
near me 3
, gentle yet courageous , possessed of a cultivated as well as of a capacious mind , whose tastes are like my 3
own , to approve or amend my 3
plans .
How would such a friend 55
repair the faults of !
I 3
am too ardent in execution and too impatient of difficulties .
But it is a still greater evil to me 3
that I 3
am self-educated : for the first fourteen years of my 3
life I 3
ran wild on a common and read nothing but Thomas 24
' books of voyages .
At that age I 3
became acquainted with the celebrated poets of
56 ; but it was only when it had ceased to be in my 3
power to derive its most important benefits from such a conviction that I 3
perceived the necessity of becoming acquainted with more languages than that of .
Now I 3
am twenty-eight and am in reality more illiterate than many schoolboys of fifteen 57
.
It is true that I 3
have thought more and that my 3
daydreams are more extended and magnificent , but they want ( as the painters 58
call it ) KEEPING ; and I 3
greatly need a friend who would have sense enough not to despise
me 3
as romantic , and affection enough for
me 3
to endeavour to regulate
my 3
mind
59 .
Well , these are useless complaints ; I 3
shall certainly find no friend 60
on the wide ocean 61
, nor even here 43
in Archangel 43
, among merchants 62
and seamen 63
.
Yet some feelings , unallied to the dross of human nature , beat even in these rugged bosoms 64
.
, for instance , is a man of wonderful courage and enterprise 81
; he 65
is madly desirous of glory , or rather , to word my 3
phrase more characteristically , of advancement in his 65
profession .
He 65
is an Englishman 82
, and in the midst of national and professional prejudices , unsoftened by cultivation , retains some of the noblest endowments of humanity .
I 3
first became acquainted with him 65
on board a whale vessel 66
; finding that he 65
was unemployed in this city 43
, I 3
easily engaged him 65
to assist in my 3
enterprise .
The master 67
is a person of an excellent disposition 83
and is remarkable in the ship 66
for his 67
gentleness and the mildness of his 67
discipline .
This circumstance , added to his 67
well-known integrity and dauntless courage , made me 3
very desirous to engage him 67
.
A youth passed in solitude , my 3
best years spent under your 1
gentle and feminine fosterage , has so refined the groundwork of my 3
character that I 3
can not overcome an intense distaste to the usual brutality exercised on board ship 68
: I 3
have never believed it to be necessary , and when I 3
heard of a mariner 67
equally noted for his 67
kindliness of heart and the respect and obedience paid to him 67
by , I 3
felt myself 3
peculiarly fortunate in being able to secure his 67
services .
I 3
heard of him 67
first in rather a romantic manner , from a lady who owes to
him 67
the happiness of
her 70
life
70 .
This , briefly , is his 67
story .
Some years ago he 67
loved a young Russian lady of moderate fortune 71
, and having amassed a considerable sum in prize-money , the father of
the girl 71
72 consented to the match .
He 67
saw once before the destined ceremony ; but she 71
was bathed in tears , and throwing herself 71
at his 67
feet , entreated him 67
to spare her 71
, confessing at the same time that she 71
loved another , but that he 73
was poor , and that would never consent to the union .
reassured the suppliant , and on being informed of the name of , instantly abandoned his 67
pursuit .
He 67
had already bought a farm 74
with his 67
money , on which he 67
had designed to pass the remainder of his 67
life ; but he 67
bestowed the whole on , together with the remains of his 67
prize-money to purchase stock , and then himself 67
solicited the young woman 71
's father
72 to consent to her 71
marriage with .
But the old man 72
decidedly refused , thinking himself 72
bound in honour to my 3
friend , who , when
he 67
found
the father 72
inexorable , quitted
, nor returned until
he 67
heard that
his 67
former mistress
71 was married according to
her 71
inclinations
67 .
" What a noble fellow 67
! "
you 1
will exclaim .
He 67
is so ; but then he 67
is wholly uneducated : he 67
is as silent as a Turk 76
, and a kind of ignorant carelessness attends him 67
, which , while it renders his 67
conduct the more astonishing , detracts from the interest and sympathy which otherwise he 67
would command .