HOWARDS END 2
, TUESDAY .
Dearest Meg 1
, It is n't going to be what we 3
expected .
It 15
is old and little , and altogether delightful -- red brick .
We 3
can scarcely pack in as it is , and the dear knows what will happen when Paul 60
( younger son 88
) arrives tomorrow .
From hall 4
you 5
go right or left into dining-room 6
or drawing-room 7
.
Hall 4
itself is practically a room 8
.
You 9
open another door in it 15
, and there are the stairs 10
going up in a sort of tunnel to
the first-floor 12
11 .
Three bedrooms in a row 13
there 12
, and three attics in a row above 14
.
That is n't all the house 15
really , but it 's all that one notices -- nine windows as you 16
look up from the front garden 17
.
Then there 's a very big wych-elm -- to the left as you 18
look up -- leaning a little over the house 15
, and standing on the boundary between the garden 17
and meadow 19
.
I 0
quite love that tree already .
Also ordinary elms , oaks -- no nastier than ordinary oaks -- pear-trees , apple-trees , and a vine .
No silver birches , though .
However , I 0
must get on to my 0
host 20
and
hostess 21
22 .
I 0
only wanted to show that it 15
is n't the least what we 3
expected .
Why did we 3
settle that would be all gables and wiggles 23
, and all gamboge-coloured paths 24
?
I 0
believe simply because we 3
associate them 22
with expensive hotels 25
-- Mrs. Wilcox 21
trailing in beautiful dresses down long corridors 26
, Mr. Wilcox 20
bullying porters 27
, etc .
We 28
females 28
are that unjust .
I 0
shall be back Saturday ; will let you 1
know train later .
They 22
are as angry as I 0
am that you 1
did not come too ; really Tibby 29
is too tiresome , he 29
starts a new mortal disease every month .
How could he 29
have got hay fever in London 30
?
and even if he 29
could , it seems hard that you 1
should give up a visit to hear a schoolboy 29
sneeze .
Tell him 29
that Charles Wilcox 31
( ) has hay fever too , but he 31
's brave , and gets quite cross when we 32
inquire after it .
Men like
the Wilcoxes 34
33 would do Tibby 29
a power of good .
But you 1
wo n't agree , and I 0
'd better change the subject .
This long letter is because I 0
'm writing before breakfast .
Oh , the beautiful vine leaves !
The house 15
is covered with a vine .
I 0
looked out earlier , and Mrs. Wilcox 21
was already in the garden 17
.
She 21
evidently loves it 17
.
No wonder she 21
sometimes looks tired .
She 21
was watching the large red poppies come out .
Then she 21
walked off the lawn 35
to the meadow 19
, whose corner to the right 36
I 0
can just see .
Trail , trail , went her 21
long dress over the sopping grass , and she 21
came back with her 21
hands full of the hay that was cut yesterday -- I 0
suppose for rabbits or something , as she 21
kept on smelling it .
The air here is delicious .
Later on I 0
heard the noise of croquet balls , and looked out again , and it was Charles Wilcox 31
practising ; they 34
are keen on all games .
Presently he 31
started sneezing and had to stop .
Then I 0
hear more clicketing , and it is Mr. Wilcox 20
practising , and then , ' a-tissue , a-tissue ' : he 20
has to stop too .
Then Evie 37
comes out , and does some calisthenic exercises on a machine that is tacked on to a greengage-tree -- they 34
put everything to use -- and then she 37
says ' a-tissue , ' and in she 37
goes .
And finally Mrs. Wilcox 21
reappears , trail , trail , still smelling hay and looking at the flowers .
I 0
inflict all this on you 1
because once you 1
said that life is sometimes life and sometimes only a drama , and one must learn to distinguish t ' other from which , and up to now I 0
have always put that down as ' Meg 1
's clever nonsense . '
But this morning , it really does seem not life but a play , and it did amuse me 0
enormously to watch the W 's 34
.
Now Mrs. Wilcox 21
has come in .
I 0
am going to wear [ omission ] .
Last night Mrs. Wilcox 21
wore an [ omission ] , and Evie 37
[ omission ] .
So it 2
is n't exactly a go-as-you-please place 38
, and if you 39
shut your 40
eyes it 2
still seems the wiggly hotel that
we 3
expected
90 .
Not if you 41
open them .
The dog-roses are too sweet .
There is a great hedge of them over the lawn 35
-- magnificently tall , so that they fall down in garlands , and nice and thin at the bottom , so that you 42
can see ducks through it and a cow .
These belong to the farm 43
, which is the only house near
us 44
43 .
There goes the breakfast gong .
Much love .
Modified love to Tibby 29
.
Love to Aunt Juley 45
; how good of her 45
to come and keep you 1
company , but what a bore 45
.
Burn this .
Will write again Thursday .
Helen 0
HOWARDS END 2
, FRIDAY .
Dearest Meg 1
, I 0
am having a glorious time .
I 0
like them 34
all .
Mrs. Wilcox 21
, if quieter than in Germany 46
, is sweeter than ever , and I 0
never saw anything like her 21
steady unselfishness , and the best of it is that the others 47
do not take advantage of her 21
.
They 34
are the very happiest , jolliest family that
you 48
can imagine
92 .
I 0
do really feel that we 49
are making friends 50
.
The fun of it is that they 34
think me 0
a noodle 93
, and say so -- at least Mr. Wilcox 20
does -- and when that happens , and one does n't mind , it 's a pretty sure test , is n't it ?
He 20
says the most horrid things about women 51
's suffrage so nicely , and when I 0
said I 0
believed in equality he 20
just folded his 20
arms and gave me 0
such a setting down as I 0
've never had .
Meg 1
, shall we 3
ever learn to talk less ?
I 0
never felt so ashamed of myself 0
in my 0
life .
I 0
could n't point to a time when men 52
had been equal , nor even to a time when the wish to be equal had made them 52
happier in other ways .
I 0
could n't say a word .
I 0
had just picked up the notion that equality is good from some book -- probably from poetry , or you 1
.
Anyhow , it 's been knocked into pieces , and , like all people who are really strong 53
, Mr. Wilcox 20
did it without hurting me 0
.
On the other hand , I 0
laugh at them 34
for catching hay fever .
We 44
live like fighting-cocks , and Charles 31
takes us 44
out every day in the motor 54
-- a tomb with trees in
it 55
55 , a hermit 's house 56
, a wonderful road that was made by
the Kings of
Mercia 59
58 57 -- tennis -- a cricket match -- bridge -- and at night we 44
squeeze up in this lovely house 15
.
The whole clan 34
's here 2
now -- it 's like a rabbit warren .
Evie 37
is a dear 94
.
They 34
want me 0
to stop over Sunday -- I 0
suppose it wo n't matter if I 0
do .
Marvellous weather and the view 's marvellous -- views westward to the high ground .
Thank you 1
for your 1
letter .
Burn this .
Your 1
affectionate Helen
0 HOWARDS END 2
, SUNDAY .
Dearest , dearest Meg 1
, -- I 0
do not know what you 1
will say : Paul 60
and I 0
are in love -- the younger son who only came
here 2
Wednesday
60 .
Chapter 2 Margaret 1
glanced at 's note and pushed it over the breakfast-table to .
There was a moment 's hush , and then the flood-gates opened .
" I 1
can tell you 45
nothing , Aunt Juley 45
.
I 1
know no more than you 45
do .
We 3
met -- we 3
only met the father 20
and mother 21
abroad last spring .
I 1
know so little that I 1
did n't even know 's name .
It 's all so -- " She 45
waved her 45
hand and laughed a little .
" In that case it is far too sudden . "
" Who knows , Aunt Juley 45
, who knows ? "
" But , Margaret dear 1
, I 45
mean we 61
must n't be unpractical now that we 61
've come to facts .
It is too sudden , surely . "
" Who knows ! "
" But Margaret dear 1
-- " " I 1
'll go for her 0
other letters , " said Margaret 1
.
" No , I 1
wo n't , I 1
'll finish my 1
breakfast .
In fact , I 1
have n't them .
We 3
met the Wilcoxes 22
on an awful expedition that we 3
made from Heidelberg 62
to Speyer 63
.
Helen 0
and I 1
had got it into our 3
heads that there was a grand old cathedral at
Speyer 63
64 -- the Archbishop of
Speyer 63
65 was one of the seven electors 91
-- you 45
know -- ' Speyer 63
, Maintz 66
, and Koln 67
. '
Those three sees once commanded the Rhine Valley 68
and got it 68
the name of Priest Street 69
. "
" I 45
still feel quite uneasy about this business , Margaret 1
. "
" The train 70
crossed by , and at first sight it 64
looked quite fine .
But oh , in five minutes we 3
had seen the whole thing 64
.
The cathedral 64
had been ruined , absolutely ruined , by restoration ; not an inch left of the original structure 64
.
We 3
wasted a whole day , and came across the Wilcoxes 22
as we 3
were eating our 3
sandwiches in the public gardens 73
.
They 22
too , poor things 22
, had been taken in -- they 22
were actually stopping at Speyer 63
-- and they 22
rather liked Helen 0
insisting that they 22
must fly with us 3
to Heidelberg 62
.
As a matter of fact , they 22
did come on next day .
We 74
all took some drives together .
They 22
knew us 3
well enough to ask Helen 0
to come and see them 22
-- at least , I 1
was asked too , but Tibby 29
's illness prevented me 1
, so last Monday she 0
went alone .
That 's all .
You 45
know as much as I 1
do now .
It 's a young man out the unknown 60
.
She 0
was to have come back Saturday , but put off till Monday , perhaps on account of -- I 1
do n't know .
She 0
broke off , and listened to the sounds of a London 30
morning .
was in Wickham Place 75
, and fairly quiet , for a lofty promontory of
buildings 77
76 separated it 75
from the main thoroughfare 78
.
One had the sense of a backwater 79
, or rather of an estuary , whose waters flowed in from
the invisible sea 81
, and ebbed into a profound silence while the waves without were still beating
80 .
Though the promontory 76
consisted of flats 82
-- expensive , with cavernous entrance halls 83
, full of concierges 84
and palms -- it 76
fulfilled its 76
purpose , and gained for the older houses opposite 85
a certain measure of peace .
These , too , would be swept away in time , and another promontory 86
would rise upon their site 87
, as humanity piled itself higher and higher on the precious soil of London 30
.