Some years ago -- never mind how long precisely -- having little or no money in
my 1
purse , and nothing particular to interest me 1
on shore 2
, I 1
thought I 1
would sail about a little and see the watery part of
the world 4
3 .
It is a way I 1
have of driving off the spleen and regulating the circulation .
Whenever I 1
find myself 1
growing grim about the mouth ; whenever it is a damp , drizzly November in ; whenever I 1
find myself 1
involuntarily pausing before coffin warehouses 5
, and bringing up the rear of every funeral
I 1
meet
6 ; and especially whenever my 1
hypos get such an upper hand of me 1
, that it requires a strong moral principle to prevent me 1
from deliberately stepping into the street 7
, and methodically knocking people 8
's hats off -- then , I 1
account it high time to get to sea 9
as soon as I 1
can .
This is my 1
substitute for pistol and ball .
With a philosophical flourish Cato 10
throws himself 10
upon his 10
sword ; I 1
quietly take to the ship 11
.
There is nothing surprising in this .
If they 12
but knew it , almost all men in
their 12
degree
12 , some time or other , cherish very nearly the same feelings towards the ocean 13
with me 1
.
There now is your 14
insular city of
the Manhattoes 15
24 , belted round by wharves 16
as Indian isles 17
by coral reefs -- commerce surrounds it 24
with her surf .
Right and left , the streets 18
take you 19
waterward .
Its 24
extreme downtown
20 is the battery 172
, where that noble mole 21
is washed by waves , and cooled by breezes , which a few hours previous were out of sight of land 22
.
Look at the crowds of water-gazers 23
there 20
.
Circumambulate the city of a dreamy Sabbath afternoon 24
.
Go from Corlears Hook 25
to Coenties Slip 26
, and from thence , by Whitehall 27
, northward .
What do you 28
see ?
-- Posted like silent sentinels 29
all around the town 30
, stand thousands upon thousands of mortal men fixed in ocean reveries 31
.
Some 168
leaning against the spiles ; some 169
seated upon the pier-heads ; some 170
looking over the bulwarks glasses !
of ; some 171
high aloft in the rigging , as if striving to get a still better seaward peep .
But these are all landsmen 31
; of week days pent up in lath and plaster -- tied to counters , nailed to benches , clinched to desks .
How then is this ?
Are the green fields 33
gone ?
What do they 31
here ?
But look !
here come more crowds , pacing straight for the water , and seemingly bound for a dive 34
.
Strange !
Nothing will content them 34
but the extremest limit of the land 35
; loitering under the shady lee of yonder warehouses 36
will not suffice .
No .
They 34
must get just as nigh the water 37
as they 34
possibly can without falling in .
And there they 34
stand -- -- leagues .
Inlanders all 173
, they 34
come from lanes 38
and alleys 39
, streets 40
and avenues 41
, -- north , east , south , and west .
Yet here they 34
all unite .
Tell me 1
, does the magnetic virtue of the needles of the compasses of all those ships 42
attract them 34
thither ?
Once more .
Say you 43
are in the country 44
; in some high land of lakes 45
.
Take almost any path
you 0
please
46 , and ten to one it 46
carries you 47
down in a dale 48
, and leaves you 49
there 50
by a pool in the stream 51
.
There is magic in it .
Let the most absent-minded of men 52
be plunged in his 52
deepest reveries -- stand that man 52
on his 52
legs , set his 52
feet a-going , and he 52
will infallibly lead you 53
to water 54
, if water 55
there be in all that region 56
.
Should you 57
ever be athirst in the great American desert 58
, try this experiment , if happen to be supplied with a metaphysical professor 61
.
Yes , as every one 62
knows , meditation and water are wedded for ever .
But here is an artist 63
.
He 63
desires to paint you 64
the dreamiest , shadiest , quietest , most enchanting bit of romantic landscape in all the valley of the Saco 65
.
What is the chief element he 63
employs ?
There stand his 63
trees , each with a hollow trunk , as if a hermit 66
and a crucifix were within ; and here 67
sleeps , and there sleep his 63
cattle ; and up from yonder cottage 69
goes a sleepy smoke .
Deep into distant woodlands 70
winds a mazy way , reaching to overlapping spurs of mountains bathed in their hill-side blue 71
.
But though the picture lies thus tranced , and though this pine-tree shakes down its sighs like leaves upon this shepherd 72
's head , yet all were vain , unless the shepherd 72
's eye were fixed upon the magic stream before
him 72
73 .
Go visit the Prairies 74
in June , when for scores on scores of miles you 75
wade knee-deep among Tiger-lilies -- what is the one charm wanting ?
-- Water there is not a drop of water there !
Were Niagara 76
but a cataract of sand , would you 77
travel your 78
thousand miles to see it 76
?
Why did the poor poet of
Tennessee 80
79 , upon suddenly receiving two handfuls of silver , deliberate whether to buy him 79
a coat , which he 79
sadly needed , or invest his 79
money in a pedestrian trip to Rockaway Beach 81
?
Why is almost every robust healthy boy with a robust healthy soul in
him 82
82 , at some time or other crazy to go to sea 83
?
Why upon your 84
first voyage as a passenger 85
, did you 86
yourself 87
feel such a mystical vibration , when first told that you 88
and were now out of sight of land 22
?
Why did the old Persians 91
hold the sea 92
holy ?
Why did the Greeks 93
give it 92
a separate deity 94
, and own brother of
Jove 95
94 ?
Surely all this is not without meaning .
And still deeper the meaning of that story of Narcissus 96
, who because he 96
could not grasp the tormenting , mild image he 96
saw in the fountain , plunged into it and was drowned .
But that same image , we 97
ourselves 97
see in all rivers 98
and oceans 99
.
It is the image of the ungraspable phantom of life ; and this is the key to it all .
Now , when I 1
say that I 1
am in the habit of going to sea 100
whenever I 1
begin to grow hazy about the eyes , and begin to be over conscious of my 1
lungs , I 1
do not mean to have it inferred that I 1
ever go to sea 101
as a passenger 102
.
For to go as a passenger 103
you 104
must needs have a purse , and a purse is but a rag unless you 105
have something in it .
Besides , passengers 106
get sea-sick -- grow quarrelsome -- do n't sleep of nights -- do not enjoy themselves 106
much , as a general thing ; -- no , I 1
never go as a passenger 107
; nor , though I 1
am something of a salt , do I 1
ever go to sea as a Commodore 108
, or a Captain 109
, or a Cook 110
.
I 1
abandon the glory and distinction of such offices to those who like them 111
.
For my 1
part , I 1
abominate all honorable respectable toils , trials , and tribulations of every kind whatsoever .
It is quite as much as I 1
can do to take care of myself 1
, without taking care of ships 112
, barques 113
, brigs 114
, schooners 115
, and what not .
And as for going as cook 116
, -- though I 1
confess there is considerable glory in that , a cook 117
being a sort of officer on ship-board 174
-- yet , somehow , I 1
never fancied broiling fowls ; -- though once broiled , judiciously buttered , and judgmatically salted and peppered , there is no one 118
who will speak more respectfully , not to say reverentially , of a broiled fowl than I 1
will .
It is out of the idolatrous dotings of the old Egyptians 119
upon broiled ibis and roasted river horse , that you 120
see the mummies of those creatures in their 119
huge bakehouses the pyramids
121 .
No , when I 1
go to sea 122
, I 1
go as a simple sailor 123
, right before the mast , plumb down into the fore-castle , aloft there to the royal mast-head .
True , they 124
rather order me 1
about some , and make me 1
jump from spar to spar , like a grasshopper in a May meadow 125
.
And at first , this sort of thing is unpleasant enough .
It touches one 's sense of honor , particularly if you 126
come of an old established family in the land 127
, the Van Rensselaers 128
, or Randolphs 129
, or Hardicanutes 130
.
And more than all , if just previous to putting your 131
hand into the tar-pot , you 132
have been lording it as a country schoolmaster 133
, making the tallest boys 134
stand in awe of you 135
.
The transition is a keen one , I 1
assure you 136
, from a schoolmaster 138
to a sailor 137
, and requires a strong decoction of Seneca 139
and the Stoics 140
to enable you 141
to grin and bear it .
But even this wears off in time .
What of it , if some old hunks of a sea-captain 142
orders me 1
to get a broom and sweep down the decks ?
What does that indignity amount to , weighed , I 1
mean , in the scales of the New Testament ?
Do you 143
think the archangel 144
Gabriel 144
thinks anything the less of me 1
, because I 1
promptly and respectfully obey that old hunks 142
in that particular instance ?
Who ai n't a slave 145
?
Tell me 1
that .
Well , then , however the old sea-captains 142
may order me 1
about -- however they 142
may thump and punch me 1
about , I 1
have the satisfaction of knowing that it is all right ; that everybody else 146
is one way or other served in much the same way -- either in a physical or metaphysical point of view , that is ; and so the universal thump is passed round , and all hands should rub each other 's shoulder-blades , and be content .
Again , I 1
always go to sea 147
as a sailor 148
, because they 142
make a point of paying me 1
for my 1
trouble , whereas they 142
never pay passengers 149
a single penny that I 1
ever heard of .
On the contrary , passengers
themselves 150
150 must pay .
And there is all the difference in the world 4
between paying and being paid .
The act of paying is perhaps the most uncomfortable infliction that the two orchard thieves entailed upon
us 152
151 .
But being paid , -- what will compare with it ?
The urbane activity with which a man 153
receives money is really marvellous , considering that we 154
so earnestly believe money to be the root of all earthly ills , and that on no account can a monied man 155
enter heaven 156
.
Ah !
how cheerfully we 157
consign ourselves 157
to perdition !
Finally , I 1
always go to sea 158
as a sailor 159
, because of the wholesome exercise and pure air of the fore-castle deck .
For as in this world 4
, head winds are far more prevalent than winds from astern ( that is , if you 160
never violate the Pythagorean maxim ) , so for the most part the Commodore on the quarter-deck 161
gets his 161
atmosphere at second hand from the sailors on the forecastle 162
.
He 161
thinks he 161
breathes it first ; but not so .
In much the same way do the commonalty lead in many other things , at the same time that the leaders little suspect it .
But wherefore it was that after having repeatedly smelt the sea 163
as a merchant sailor 164
, I 1
should now take it into my 1
head to go on a whaling voyage ; this the invisible police officer of the Fates 165
, who has the constant surveillance of me 1
, and secretly dogs me 1
, and influences me 1
in some unaccountable way -- he 165
can better answer than any one else 166
.
And , doubtless , my 1
going on this whaling voyage , formed part of the grand programme of Providence that was drawn up a long time ago .
It came in as a sort of brief interlude and solo between more extensive performances .
I 1
take it that this part of the bill must have run something like this :