The flood had made , the wind was nearly calm , and being bound down
the river 1
, the only thing for it was to come to and wait for the turn of the tide .
The sea-reach of the Thames 1
stretched before us 2
like the beginning of an interminable waterway 3
.
In the offing the sea 4
and the sky were welded together without a joint , and in the luminous space the tanned sails of the barges 5
drifting up with the tide seemed to stand still in red clusters of canvas sharply peaked , with gleams of varnished sprits .
A haze rested on the low shores that ran out to sea 4
in vanishing flatness .
The air was dark above Gravesend 6
, and farther back still seemed condensed into a mournful gloom , brooding motionless over the biggest , and the greatest , town on
earth 8
7 .
The Director of Companies 9
was and .
affectionately watched his 9
back as he 9
stood in the bows looking to seaward .
On the whole river 1
there was nothing that looked half so nautical .
He 9
resembled a pilot 10
, which to a seaman 11
is trustworthiness personified .
It was difficult to realize his 9
work was not out there 12
in the luminous estuary 12
, but behind him 9
, within the brooding gloom .
Between us 2
there was , as I 13
have already said somewhere , the bond of the sea 4
.
Besides holding together through long periods of separation , it had the effect of making us 2
tolerant of each other 's yarns -- and even convictions .
The Lawyer 14
-- the best of
old fellows 15
122 -- had , because of his 14
many years and many virtues , the only cushion on deck 16
, and was lying on the only rug .
The Accountant 17
had brought out already a box of dominoes , and was toying architecturally with the bones .
Marlow 18
sat cross-legged right aft , leaning against the mizzen-mast .
He 18
had sunken cheeks , a yellow complexion , a straight back , an ascetic aspect , and , with his 18
arms dropped , the palms of hands outwards , resembled an idol 19
.
The director 9
, satisfied the anchor had good hold , made his 9
way aft and sat down amongst us 2
.
We 2
exchanged a few words lazily .
Afterwards there was silence on board the yacht 0
.
For some reason or other we 2
did not begin that game of dominoes .
We 2
felt meditative , and fit for nothing but placid staring .
The day was ending in a serenity of still and exquisite brilliance .
The water 20
shone pacifically ; the sky , without a speck , was a benign immensity of unstained light ; the very mist on the Essex marsh 21
was like a gauzy and radiant fabric , hung from the wooded rises inland 22
, and draping the low shores 23
in diaphanous folds .
Only the gloom to the west , brooding over the upper reaches 24
, became more sombre every minute , as if angered by the approach of the sun .
And at last , in its curved and imperceptible fall , the sun sank low , and from glowing white changed to a dull red without rays and without heat , as if about to go out suddenly , stricken to death by the touch of that gloom brooding over a crowd of men 25
.
Forthwith a change came over the waters 20
, and the serenity became less brilliant but more profound .
The old river in
its 1
broad reach
1 rested unruffled at the decline of day , after ages of good service done to the race that peopled
its 1
banks
26 , spread out in the tranquil dignity of a waterway leading to the uttermost ends of
the earth 8
1 .
We 2
looked at the venerable stream 1
not in the vivid flush of a short day that comes and departs for ever , but in the august light of abiding memories .
And indeed nothing is easier for a man who has , as the phrase goes , “ followed
the sea 4
” with reverence and affection
27 , than to evoke the great spirit of the past 28
upon the lower reaches of
the Thames 1
23 .
The tidal current runs to and fro in its unceasing service , crowded with memories of men 29
and ships 30
it had borne to the rest of home 31
or to the battles of the sea 4
.
It had known and served all the men 32
of whom the nation 33
is proud , from Sir Francis Drake 34
to Sir John Franklin 35
, knights all , titled and untitled 36
-- the great knights-errant of
the sea 4
123 .
It had borne all the ships 37
whose names are like jewels flashing in the night of time , from the _ Golden Hind _ 38
returning with her 38
rotund flanks full of treasure , to be visited by the Queen 's Highness 39
and thus pass out of the gigantic tale , to the _ Erebus _ and _ Terror _ 40
, bound on other conquests -- and that never returned .
It had known the ships 41
and the men 42
.
They 42
had sailed from Deptford 43
, from Greenwich 44
, from Erith 45
-- the adventurers 46
and the settlers 47
; and the ships of
men on ' Change 51
50 ; captains 52
, admirals 53
, the dark “ interlopers ” of the Eastern trade 54
, and the commissioned “ generals ” of
55 .
Hunters 58
for gold or pursuers 59
of fame , they 60
all had gone out on that stream 1
, bearing the sword , and often the torch , messengers of the might within
the land 61
60 , bearers of a spark from the sacred fire 60
.
What greatness had not floated on the ebb of that river 1
into the mystery of an unknown earth 62
!
... The dreams of men 63
, the seed of commonwealths 64
, the germs of empires 65
.
The sun set ; the dusk fell on the stream 1
, and lights began to appear along the shore 66
.
The Chapman light-house 67
, a three-legged thing erect on
a mud-flat 68
124 , shone strongly .
Lights of ships 69
moved in the fairway 70
-- a great stir of lights going up and going down .
And farther west on the upper reaches 24
the place of
the monstrous town 7
71 was still marked ominously on the sky , a brooding gloom in sunshine 71
, a lurid glare under the stars .
“ And this also , ” said Marlow 18
suddenly , “ has been one of the dark places of
the earth 8
72 . ”
He 18
was the only man of
us 2
who still “ followed
the sea 4
. ”
127
The worst that could be said of him 18
was that he 18
did not represent .
He 18
was a seaman 125
, but he 18
was a wanderer 126
, too , while most seamen 74
lead , if one may so express it , a sedentary life .
Their 74
minds are of the stay-at-home order , and is always with them 74
-- the ship 76
; and so is their 74
country -- the sea 4
.
One ship 77
is very much like another , and the sea 4
is always the same .
In the immutability of their 74
surroundings the foreign shores 78
, the foreign faces 79
, the changing immensity of life , glide past , veiled not by a sense of mystery but by a slightly disdainful ignorance ; for there is nothing mysterious to a seaman 80
unless it be the sea 4
itself , which is the mistress of his 80
existence and as inscrutable as Destiny .
For the rest , after his 80
hours of work , a casual stroll or a casual spree on shore 81
suffices to unfold for him 80
the secret of a whole continent , and generally he 80
finds the secret not worth knowing .
The yarns of seamen 74
have a direct simplicity , the whole meaning of which lies within the shell of a cracked nut .
But Marlow 18
was not typical ( if his 18
propensity to spin yarns be excepted ) , and to him 18
the meaning of an episode was not inside like a kernel but outside , enveloping the tale which brought it out only as a glow brings out a haze , in the likeness of one of these misty halos that sometimes are made visible by the spectral illumination of moonshine .
His 18
remark did not seem at all surprising .
It was just like Marlow 18
.
It was accepted in silence .
No one 82
took the trouble to grunt even ; and presently he 18
said , very slow -- “ I 18
was thinking of very old times , when the Romans 83
first came here , nineteen hundred years ago -- the other day ... .
Light came out of this river 1
since -- you 84
say Knights 85
?
Yes ; but it is like a running blaze on a plain 86
, like a flash of lightning in the clouds .
We 87
live in the flicker -- may it last as long as the old earth 88
keeps rolling !
But darkness was here yesterday .
Imagine the feelings of a commander of a fine -- what d'ye call 'em ?
-- trireme in the Mediterranean 89
, ordered suddenly to the north 90
; run overland across the Gauls 91
in a hurry ; put in charge of one of these craft 92
the legionaries 93
-- a wonderful lot of handy men 93
they 93
must have been , too -- used to build , apparently by the hundred , in a month or two , if we 94
may believe what we 94
read .
Imagine him 95
here 96
-- the very end of the world 96
, a sea the colour of lead 4
, a sky the colour of smoke , a kind of ship about as rigid as a concertina 97
-- and going up this river 1
with stores , or orders , or what you 2
like .
Sand-banks 98
, marshes 99
, forests 100
, savages 101
, -- precious little to eat fit for a civilized man 102
, nothing but Thames 1
water to drink .
No Falernian wine here , no going ashore 103
.
Here and there a military camp 104
lost in a wilderness 105
, like a needle in a bundle of hay -- cold , fog , tempests , disease , exile , and death -- death skulking in the air , in the water , in the bush .
They 93
must have been dying like flies here .
Oh , yes -- he 95
did it .
Did it very well , too , no doubt , and without thinking much about it either , except afterwards to brag of what he 95
had gone through in his 95
time , perhaps .
They 93
were men enough to face the darkness .
And perhaps he 95
was cheered by keeping his 95
eye on a chance of promotion to the fleet at Ravenna 106
by and by , if he 95
had good friends in
Rome 108
107 and survived the awful climate .
Or think of a decent young citizen in a toga 109
-- perhaps too much dice , you 2
know -- coming out here in the train of some prefect 110
, or tax-gatherer 111
, or trader 112
even , to mend his 109
fortunes .
Land in a swamp 113
, march through the woods 114
, and in some inland post 115
feel the savagery , the utter savagery , had closed round him 109
-- all that mysterious life of the wilderness that stirs in the forest 116
, in the jungles 117
, in the hearts of wild men 118
.
There 's no initiation either into such mysteries .
He 109
has to live in the midst of the incomprehensible , which is also detestable .
And it has a fascination , too , that goes to work upon him 109
.
The fascination of the abomination -- you 2
know , imagine the growing regrets , the longing to escape , the powerless disgust , the surrender , the hate . ”