The case ,
I 2
may mention , was that of an apparition in just such an old house 1
as had gathered us 0
for the occasion -- an appearance , of a dreadful kind , to a little boy sleeping in
the room 6
with
and waking
her 7
up in the terror of it
5 ; waking her 7
not to dissipate his 5
dread and soothe him 5
to sleep again , but to encounter also , herself 7
, before she 7
had succeeded in doing so , the same sight that had shaken him 5
.
It was this observation that drew from Douglas 8
-- not immediately , but later in the evening -- a reply that had the interesting consequence to which I 2
call attention .
Someone else 9
told a story not particularly effective , which I 2
saw he 8
was not following .
This I 2
took for a sign that he 8
had himself 8
something to produce and that we 0
should only have to wait .
We 0
waited in fact till two nights later ; but that same evening , before we 0
scattered , he 8
brought out what was in his 8
mind .
“ I 8
quite agree -- in regard to Griffin 10
’s ghost , or whatever it was -- that its appearing first to the little boy 5
, at so tender an age , adds a particular touch .
But it ’s not the first occurrence of its charming kind that I 8
know to have involved a child 11
.
If the child 12
gives the effect another turn of the screw , what do you 13
say to TWO children 14
-- ? ”
“ We 0
say , of course , ” somebody 15
exclaimed , “ that they 14
give two turns !
Also that we 0
want to hear about them 14
. ”
I 2
can see Douglas 8
there before the fire , to which he 8
had got up to present his 8
back , looking down at with his 8
hands in his 8
pockets .
“ Nobody 17
but me 8
, till now , has ever heard .
It ’s quite too horrible . ”
This , naturally , was declared by several voices 18
to give the thing the utmost price , and , with quiet art , prepared his 8
triumph by turning his 8
eyes over the rest of us 0
and going on : “ It ’s beyond everything .
Nothing at all that I 8
know touches it . ”
“ For sheer terror ? ”
I 2
remember asking .
He 8
seemed to say it was not so simple as that ; to be really at a loss how to qualify it .
He 8
passed his 8
hand over his 8
eyes , made a little wincing grimace .
“ For dreadful -- dreadfulness ! ”
“ Oh , how delicious ! ”
cried .
He 8
took no notice of her 20
; he 8
looked at me 2
, but as if , instead of me 2
, he 8
saw what he 8
spoke of .
“ For general uncanny ugliness and horror and pain . ”
“ Well then , ” I 2
said , “ just sit right down and begin . ”
He 8
turned round to the fire , gave a kick to a log , watched it an instant .
Then as he 8
faced us 0
again : “ I 8
ca n’t begin .
I 8
shall have to send to town 21
. ”
There was a unanimous groan at this , and much reproach ; after which , in his 8
preoccupied way , he 8
explained .
“ The story ’s written .
It ’s in a locked drawer -- it has not been out for years .
I 8
could write to and enclose the key ; he 22
could send down the packet as he 22
finds it . ”
It was to me 2
in particular that he 8
appeared to propound this -- appeared almost to appeal for aid not to hesitate .
He 8
had broken a thickness of ice , the formation of many a winter ; had had his 8
reasons for a long silence .
The others resented postponement , but it was just his 8
scruples that charmed me 2
.
I 2
adjured him 8
to write by the first post and to agree with us 0
for an early hearing ; then I 2
asked him 8
if the experience in question had been his 8
own .
To this his 8
answer was prompt .
“ Oh , thank God 23
, no ! ”
“ And is the record yours ?
You 8
took the thing down ? ”
“ Nothing but the impression .
I 8
took that HERE ” -- he 8
tapped his 8
heart .
“ I 8
’ve never lost it . ”
“ Then your 8
manuscript -- ? ”
“ Is in old , faded ink , and in the most beautiful hand . ”
He 8
hung fire again .
“ A woman 24
’s .
She 24
has been dead these twenty years .
She 24
sent me 8
the pages in question before she 24
died . ”
They 0
were all listening now , and of course there was somebody 25
to be arch , or at any rate to draw the inference .
But if he 8
put the inference by without a smile it was also without irritation .
“ She 24
was a most charming person 50
, but she 24
was ten years older than I 8
.
She 24
was , ” he 8
quietly said .
“ She 24
was the most agreeable woman
I 8
’ve ever known in
her 24
position
52 ; she 24
would have been worthy of any whatever .
It was long ago , and this episode was long before .
I 8
was at Trinity 27
, and I 8
found her 24
at home 28
on my 8
coming down the second summer .
I 8
was much there that year -- it was a beautiful one ; and we 29
had , in her 24
off-hours , some strolls and talks in the garden 30
-- talks in which she 24
struck me 8
as awfully clever and nice .
Oh yes ; do n’t grin : I 8
liked her 24
extremely and am glad to this day to think she 24
liked me 8
, too .
If she 24
had n’t she 24
would n’t have told me 8
.
She 24
had never told anyone 31
.
It was n’t simply that she 24
said so , but that I 8
knew she 24
had n’t .
I 8
was sure ; I 8
could see .
You 32
’ll easily judge why when you 33
hear . ”
“ Because the thing had been such a scare ? ”
He 8
continued to fix me 2
.
“ You 2
’ll easily judge , ” he 8
repeated : “ YOU 2
will . ”
I 2
fixed him 8
, too .
“ I 2
see .
She 24
was in love . ”
He 8
laughed for the first time .
“ You 2
ARE acute .
Yes , she 24
was in love .
That is , she 24
had been .
That came out -- she 24
could n’t tell her 24
story without its coming out .
I 8
saw it , and she 24
saw I 8
saw it ; but neither of us 29
spoke of it .
I 8
remember the time and the place 34
-- the corner of
the lawn 35
53 , the shade of the great beeches and the long , hot summer afternoon .
It was n’t a scene for a shudder ; but oh -- ! ”
He 8
quitted the fire and dropped back into his 8
chair .
“ You 36
’ll receive the packet Thursday morning ? ”
I 2
inquired .
“ Probably not till the second post . ”
“ Well then ; after dinner -- ” “ You 0
’ll all meet me 8
here 1
? ”
He 8
looked us 0
round again .
“ Is n’t anybody 37
going ? ”
It was almost the tone of hope .
“ Everybody 0
will stay ! ”
“ _ I 38
_ will ” -- and “ _ I 39
_ will ! ”
cried the ladies whose departure had been fixed 40
.
Mrs. Griffin 41
, however , expressed the need for a little more light .
“ Who was it she 24
was in love with ? ”
“ The story will tell , ” I 2
took upon myself 2
to reply .
“ Oh , I 41
ca n’t wait for the story ! ”
“ The story WO N’T tell , ” said Douglas 8
; “ not in any literal , vulgar way . ”
“ More ’s the pity , then .
That ’s the only way I 41
ever understand . ”
“ Wo n’t YOU 8
tell , Douglas 8
? ”
somebody else 42
inquired .
He 8
sprang to his 8
feet again .
“ Yes -- tomorrow .
Now I 8
must go to bed .
Good night . ”
And quickly catching up a candlestick , he 8
left us 0
slightly bewildered .
From our 0
end of the great brown hall 43
we 0
heard his 8
step on the stair ; whereupon Mrs. Griffin 41
spoke .
“ Well , if I 41
do n’t know who she 24
was in love with , I 41
know who HE 8
was . ”
“ She 24
was ten years older , ” said .
“ Raison de plus -- at that age !
But it ’s rather nice , his 8
long reticence . ”
“ Forty years ! ”
Griffin 41
put in .
“ With this outbreak at last . ”
“ The outbreak , ” I 2
returned , “ will make a tremendous occasion of Thursday night ; ” and everyone 0
so agreed with me 2
that , in the light of it , we 45
lost all attention for everything else .
The last story , however incomplete and like the mere opening of a serial , had been told ; we 45
handshook and “ candlestuck , ” as somebody 46
said , and went to bed .
I 2
knew the next day that a letter containing the key had , by the first post , gone off to his 8
London apartments
47 ; but in spite of -- or perhaps just on account of -- the eventual diffusion of this knowledge we 45
quite let him 8
alone till after dinner , till such an hour of the evening , in fact , as might best accord with the kind of emotion on which our 45
hopes were fixed .
Then he 8
became as communicative as we 45
could desire and indeed gave us 45
his 8
best reason for being so .
We 45
had it from him 8
again before the fire in the hall 43
, as we 45
had had our 45
mild wonders of the previous night .
It appeared that the narrative he 8
had promised to read us 45
really required for a proper intelligence a few words of prologue .
Let me 2
say here distinctly , to have done with it , that this narrative , from an exact transcript of my 2
own made much later , is what I 2
shall presently give .
Poor Douglas 8
, before his 8
death -- when it was in sight -- committed to me 2
the manuscript that reached him 8
on the third of these days and that , on the same spot 48
, with immense effect , he 8
began to read to our 45
hushed little circle on the night of the fourth .
The departing ladies who had said
they 40
would stay
40 did n’t , of course , thank heaven 49
, stay : they 40
departed , in consequence of arrangements made , in a rage of curiosity , as they 40
professed , produced by the touches with which he 8
had already worked us 45
up .
But that only made his 8
little final auditory more compact and select , kept it , round the hearth , subject to a common thrill .