It was true , too .
She 2
had a little thin face and a little thin body , thin light hair and a sour expression .
Her 2
hair was yellow , and her 2
face was yellow because she 2
had been born in India 7
and had always been ill in one way or another .
had held a position under the English Government 9
and had always been busy and ill himself 8
, and had been a great beauty who cared only to go to parties and amuse herself 10
with gay people 11
.
She 10
had not wanted a little girl 56
at all , and when Mary 2
was born she 10
handed her 2
over to the care of an Ayah , who was made to understand that if
she 12
wished to please
the Mem Sahib 10
she 12
must keep
the child 2
out of sight as much as possible
12 .
So when she 2
was a sickly , fretful , ugly little baby 61
she 2
was kept out of the way , and when she 2
became a sickly , fretful , toddling thing 62
she 2
was kept out of the way also .
She 2
never remembered seeing familiarly anything but the dark faces of and the other native servants 13
, and as they 13
always obeyed her 2
and gave her 2
her 2
own way in everything , because the Mem Sahib 10
would be angry if she 10
was disturbed by her 2
crying , by the time she 2
was six years old she 2
was as tyrannical and selfish a little pig as ever lived 63
.
The young English governess who came to teach
her 2
to read and write
14 disliked her 2
so much that she 14
gave up her 14
place in three months , and when other governesses 15
came to try to fill it they 15
always went away in a shorter time than the first one 14
.
So if Mary 2
had not chosen to really want to know how to read books she 2
would never have learned her 2
letters at all .
One frightfully hot morning , when she 2
was about nine years old , she 2
awakened feeling very cross , and she 2
became crosser still when she 2
saw that the servant who stood by
her 2
bedside
0 was not .
" Why did you 0
come ? " she 2
said to the strange woman 0
.
" I 2
will not let you 0
stay .
Send to me 2
. "
The woman 0
looked frightened , but she 0
only stammered that the Ayah 12
could not come and when Mary 2
threw herself 2
into a passion and beat and kicked her 2
, she 0
looked only more frightened and repeated that it was not possible for the Ayah 12
to come to Missie Sahib 2
.
There was something mysterious in the air that morning .
Nothing was done in its regular order and several of
the native servants 13
16 seemed missing , while those whom Mary 2
saw slunk or hurried about with ashy and scared faces .
But no one 17
would tell her 2
anything and did not come .
She 2
was actually left alone as the morning went on , and at last she 2
wandered out into the garden 18
and began to play by herself 2
under a tree near the veranda 19
.
She 2
pretended that she 2
was making a flower-bed , and she 2
stuck big scarlet hibiscus blossoms into little heaps of earth , all the time growing more and more angry and muttering to herself 2
the things she 2
would say and the names she 2
would call Saidie 12
when she 12
returned .
" Pig !
Pig !
Daughter of Pigs 20
! " she 2
said , because to call a native 21
a pig is the worst insult of all .
She 2
was grinding her 2
teeth and saying this over and over again when she 2
heard come out on the veranda 19
with some one 22
.
She 2
was with a fair young man 22
and they 23
stood talking together in low strange voices .
Mary knew the fair young man who looked like
a boy 24
22 .
She 2
had heard that he 22
was a very young officer who had just come from
England 25
64 .
The child 2
stared at him 22
, but she 2
stared most at .
She 2
always did this when she 2
had a chance to see her 10
, because the Mem Sahib 10
-- Mary 2
used to call her 10
that oftener than anything else -- was such a tall , slim , pretty person 65
and wore such lovely clothes .
Her 10
hair was like curly silk and she 10
had a delicate little nose which seemed to be disdaining things , and she 10
had large laughing eyes .
All her 10
clothes were thin and floating , and Mary 2
said they were " full of lace . "
They looked fuller of lace than ever this morning , but her 10
eyes were not laughing at all .
They were large and scared and lifted imploringly to the fair boy officer 22
's face .
" Is it so very bad ?
Oh , is it ? "
Mary 2
heard her 10
say .
" Awfully , " the young man 22
answered in a trembling voice .
" Awfully , Mrs. Lennox 10
.
You 10
ought to have gone to the hills 26
two weeks ago . "
The Mem Sahib 10
wrung her 10
hands .
" Oh , I 10
know I 10
ought ! " she 10
cried .
" I 10
only stayed to go to that silly dinner party .
What a fool 66
I 10
was ! "
At that very moment such a loud sound of wailing broke out from the servants 13
' quarters
27 that she 10
clutched the young man 22
's arm , and Mary 2
stood shivering from head to foot .
The wailing grew wilder and wilder .
" What is it ?
What is it ? "
Mrs. Lennox 10
gasped .
" Some one 28
has died , " answered the boy officer 22
.
" You 22
did not say it had broken out among . "
" I 10
did not know ! " the Mem Sahib 10
cried .
" Come with me 10
!
Come with me 10
! " and she 10
turned and ran into the house 1
.
After that , appalling things happened , and the mysteriousness of the morning was explained to Mary 2
.
The cholera had broken out in its most fatal form and people 42
were dying like flies .
The Ayah 12
had been taken ill in the night , and it was because she 12
had just died that the servants 13
had wailed in the huts 27
.
Before the next day three other servants 29
were dead and others had run away in terror .
There was panic on every side , and dying people 30
in all the bungalows 31
.
During the confusion and bewilderment of the second day Mary 2
hid herself 2
in the nursery 32
and was forgotten by everyone 33
.
Nobody 34
thought of her 2
, nobody 35
wanted her 2
, and strange things happened of which she 2
knew nothing .
Mary alternately cried and slept through the hours .
She 2
only knew that people 42
were ill and that she 2
heard mysterious and frightening sounds .
Once she 2
crept into the dining-room 36
and found it 36
empty , though a partly finished meal was on the table and chairs and plates looked as if they had been hastily pushed back when the diners 37
rose suddenly for some reason .
The child 2
ate some fruit and biscuits , and being thirsty she 2
drank a glass of wine which stood nearly filled .
It was sweet , and she 2
did not know how strong it was .
Very soon it made her 2
intensely drowsy , and she 2
went back to and shut herself 2
in again , frightened by cries she 2
heard in the huts 27
and by the hurrying sound of feet .
The wine made her 2
so sleepy that she 2
could scarcely keep her 2
eyes open and she 2
lay down on her 2
bed and knew nothing more for a long time .
Many things happened during the hours in which she 2
slept so heavily , but she 2
was not disturbed by the wails and the sound of things being carried in and out of the bungalow 1
.
When she 2
awakened she 2
lay and stared at the wall .
The house 1
was perfectly still .
She 2
had never known it 1
to be so silent before .
She 2
heard neither voices nor footsteps , and wondered if everybody 6
had got well of the cholera and all the trouble was over .
She 2
wondered also who would take care of her 2
now was dead .
There would be a new Ayah 38
, and perhaps she 38
would know some new stories .
Mary 2
had been rather tired of the old ones .
She 2
did not cry because had died .
She 2
was not an affectionate child 58
and had never cared much for any one 39
.
The noise and hurrying about and wailing over the cholera had frightened her 2
, and she 2
had been angry because no one 40
seemed to remember that she 2
was alive .
Everyone 6
was too panic-stricken to think of a little girl
no one 41
was fond of
2 .
When people 42
had the cholera it seemed that they 42
remembered nothing but themselves 42
.
But if everyone 6
had got well again , surely some one 59
would remember and come to look for her 2
.
But no one 43
came , and as she 2
lay waiting the house 1
seemed to grow more and more silent .
She 2
heard something rustling on the matting and when she 2
looked down she 2
saw a little snake gliding along and watching her 2
with eyes like jewels .
She 2
was not frightened , because he was a harmless little thing who would not hurt her 2
and he seemed in a hurry to get out of the room 32
.
He slipped under the door as she 2
watched him .
" How queer and quiet it is , " she 2
said .
" It sounds as if there were no one 44
in the bungalow 1
but me 2
and the snake . "
Almost the next minute she 2
heard footsteps in the compound 45
, and then on the veranda 19
.
They were men 46
's footsteps , and the men 46
entered the bungalow 1
and talked in low voices .
No one 47
went to meet or speak to them 46
and they 46
seemed to open doors and look into rooms 48
.
" What desolation ! " she 2
heard one voice say .
" That pretty , pretty woman 10
!
I 49
suppose the child 2
, too .
I 49
heard there was a child 50
, though no one 51
ever saw her 2
. "
Mary 2
was standing in the middle of the nursery 32
when they 46
opened the door a few minutes later .
She 2
looked an ugly , cross little thing 67
and was frowning because she 2
was beginning to be hungry and feel disgracefully neglected .
The first man who came in 52
was a large officer
she 2
had once seen talking to
68 .
He 52
looked tired and troubled , but when he 52
saw her 2
he 52
was so startled that he 2
almost jumped back .
" Barney 53
! " he 52
cried out .
" There is a child 2
here 32
!
A child 2
alone !
In a place like this 1
!
Mercy on us 46
, who is she 2
! "
" I 2
am Mary Lennox 2
, " the little girl 2
said , drawing herself 2
up stiffly .
She 2
thought the man 52
was very rude to call " A place like this 54
! "
" I 2
fell asleep when everyone 6
had the cholera and I 2
have only just wakened up .
Why does nobody 55
come ? "
" It is the child
no one 57
ever saw
2 ! " exclaimed the man 52
, turning to .
" She 2
has actually been forgotten ! "